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Adrienna Mak.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
GuiltyDidn't feel like blogging for sometime because I could not find anything blog worthy. However, when you are convicted of something its a crime not to share it.
The story begins last friday, with me forgetting to take my parking ticket after paying for it. mhmm..i can be really blur sometimes and so after i realized I forgot to take the ticket, I rushed back only to find the obvious, that it was gone. I was so depressed because I really didn't want to pay rm 20 for it lor..waste my money.haha..so i just kinda felt slightly down and all.
Then decided to go out for lunch with Huei Lin. After we got back from lunch, we walked towards the ticket booth again so that she can pay her ticket...and guess what............there was a paid ticket lying on the chair!!!Like it was waiting for me to take it!! I was sooo excited and happy!!I went home and dimissed it from my mind..i even went around telling people what a great testimony it was that I did not have to pay for my ticket...
hmmmm....
and this morning..for some apparent reason, i woke up with a guilt in my heart! It may have been 4 to 5 days since it happened but it somehow dawned on me that what I did was exactly what I did not want other people to do to me...argh....the bible verse 'do unto others what you want others to do unto you' instantly struck me and yes i feel horrible...............
I was so caught up with my own happiness that I totally disregarded the feeling of the person who lost it! I kept saying that there was nothing I could have done to pass the ticket back but I very well knew that I could have atleast have the decency to leave it there and not have anything to do with it or to pass it to the guard.sigh..my heart aches as i speak..no joke..
This is an example of Gods conviction at its best.
Im sorry, forgive me God and the ticket owner. =(
